Overly sweet and personal

I felt rather let down by my friend on Sunday, since we never got to meet. Although I love living here with Tim, and I am really happy to have lived in different places and different countries (and all the experiences that has given me), all that has had a cost – losing contact with old friends. Of course, some of them you would probably not have remained close to anyway, people do grow and change. The ones you really care about you find the way back to whenever you meet up again, and you pick up where you left off. That is all great, and it is a good feeling to know that you have that safety. But it also makes you realize what you miss. You never get the everyday stories. You miss all the daily stuff. Sometimes I really wish I could be part of that, and wish I had stayed in one place.

That’s when Tim’s great. He is my best friend (although sometimes I need someone I can discuss make up and other essential things with), and my greatest supporter. So when I was a bit down on Sunday, he picked up the pieces. He reminded me of what a great team we are. And I really do believe that. We have really grown together these last few years, but without ever giving up us as individuals. He can be annoying as hell, but he also makes me happy like no other. And he knows me better than anyone, and still likes me! (And yes, I could add a billion other things, but I probably shouldn’t make it too personal.)

Yes, this sounds really soppy, and it’s definitely not my intention to make things sound too overly sweet and pathetic. But I guess I wanted to tell myself to be happy for what we have. I write this just as much for me, as for anyone else. So, gooooo team Timgela!